This month, I had several big breakthroughs.
I filled my love coaching practice for the first time since I started. I stepped up as a board member and donor for a non-profit in West Africa (helping to relocate 1,000 families in disaster-prone slum areas), participated in a 21-day intense spiritual healing journey, spent a very large sum on a program with a top divine feminine mentor, and performed my first skit in front of an audience last night. All the while running a household and taking care of a sick (yet adorable!) toddler (and even catching a cold from her!).
I’ve been living out of my comfort zone this month and am exhausted. I’ve been both petrified and wondering “why me?!” to leaning into my desire to live fully, deeply, madly – and to experience AMAZEMENT in my life.
Yet, interestingly, I feel SO in the flow, happy and content. Things seem to be getting easier, somehow, and more filled with grace, joy and meaning. I feel more myself.
I’m living in the present moment, rather than lost in the past or future, and my relationships are simply amazing.
I know that if I die today, I would feel so incredibly fulfilled.
I know that in order to experience growth and increasing my heart, mind and soul’s capacity to live in my potential, I need to take risks.
Sometimes even BIG risks that make my heart pound and wonder if I’m insane (like handing over my entire life savings to my spiritual coach, nearly 6 years ago, or committing to experience love even if I wanted so badly to give up).
I also know that if I don’t a) feel uncomfortable and even afraid, and b) lean into my soul’s deepest desires, then I’m not moving in the direction of my potential.
As women, we are playing WAY small.
Our potential is MUCH GREATER than our current reality, and requires imagination, motivation, risk-taking, courage, releasing our inner demons and baggage, action, meditation, prayer, sacred feminine practices — and knowing innately that we are worthy and deserving of being great.
We only have one life to live, and we need to live it at 100%.
If you’re feeling stuck, angry, jealous of other women, in a rut, overly comfortable, bored, or even depressed – it’s time to MOVE in the direction that your soul truly desires.
The world desperately needs you (the future of our planet depends on us women), your future partner (and children) are calling for you to fight your inner demons and step forth as the Love Warrior you truly are.
Krishan tells me, over and over, “I know that if I hadn’t met you, I would have stayed single. You are the woman I know I was waiting for.” I now realize that all the action and risk I took to heal my heart and love life was critical for me to align with the possibility of meeting my beloved.
I’m moved by the beloved, late, Mary Oliver’s poem, ‘When Death Comes’:
When death comes
like the hungry bear in autumn;
when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse
to buy me, and snaps the purse shut;
when death comes
like the measles-pox;
when death comes
like an iceberg between the shoulder blades,
I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering:
what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness?
And therefore I look upon everything
as a brotherhood and a sisterhood,
and I look upon time as no more than an idea,
and I consider eternity as another possibility,
and I think of each life as a flower, as common
as a field daisy, and as singular,
and each name a comfortable music in the mouth
tending as all music does, toward silence,
and each body a lion of courage, and something
precious to the earth.
When it’s over, I want to say: all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.
When it is over, I don’t want to wonder
if I have made of my life something particular, and real.
I don’t want to find myself sighing and frightened,
or full of argument.
I don’t want to end up simply having visited this world.
My intention with my newsletter and blog is to empower you, my dear reader, to awaken and rise into your potential as a Divine Feminine Leader and Love Goddess in this world.
I want you to know that you are worthy of true love and living a passionate, fulfilling life full of meaning and joy.
You are a magnificent being who’s here to do great magic.
May you be blessed with finding True love and living your potential.
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